Enjoy the ride. Whatever it is that brings you joy and happiness, give this your one pointed focus. Come back to it again and again. Roll it through your thoughts as often as you’re able. Bring the joy and happiness sense into your life. Why the hell not?
Not as if there’s isn’t any pain in the world. Yes, feel that too. And when time opens up to recall what brings you joy, seize those moments like a starved animal ferocious with hunger. Seeing the sparkle of the air, the shimmer of the shit, the quarkoscopic universes that exist in other dimensions.
See those sparkles as intelligent beings that operate under your request with reverence. So bring your one pointed focus onto absolutely whatever it is that brings you joy and happiness. Sure, be whatever feeling you need to be at any time: angry, guilty, shameful, greedy, or confused, but take the times you can create to sensations of mmmm, that shit’s gooder than weightless formlessness.
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